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lagi aneh hari ini. kesiangan. baru bangun setengah8 pagi. oh waw. padahal masuk kantor harusnya jam8. oow. baru sampe kantor jam 9 kurang sedikit. nah pas uda di kantor. em.. ning nang ning glung. kerjaan buat saya belum sampe... ngapain yaaaa. keinget lagu" yang enak didnegerin pas mendung gini

But you're neither friend nor foe though I can't seem to let you go.
The one thing that I still know is that you're keeping me down
You're on to me, on to me, and all over...
Something always brings me back to you.
It never takes too long. 

The scars of your love remind me of us
 They keep me thinking that we almost had it all
 The scars of your love, they leave me breathless
 I can't help feeling

Next time I'll be braver
 I'll be my own savior
 When the thunder calls for me
 Next time I'll be braver
 I'll be my own savior
 Standing on my own two feet

I miss your tanned skin, your sweet smile,
So good to me, so right
And how you held me in your arms that September night --
The first time you ever saw me cry.

Cause we're out of goodbyes
We're out of goodbyes
Out of goodbyes

When was the last time you thought of me?
Or have you completely erased me from your memory?
I often think about where I went wrong,
The more I do, the less I know,

But there's a side to you
 That I never knew, never knew.
 All the things you'd say
 They were never true, never true,
 And the games you play
 You would always win, always win.

but im not beautiful :|

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